Aug 12

Caloric intake and heat/humidity tolerance

It comes as no surprise that eating less often equates to an improvement in heat/humidity tolerance. Anecdotally, I know that on those days I eat a nutritionally dense diet yet maintain my caloric intake at a level required for weight loss, I can handle the 90-degree heat with 90% humidity just fine. That was my life today.

However, earlier this week, for whatever reason, I came home from my usual bike ride famished. The result, of course, is that I downed an insane amount of calories in a short period of time. While yes, my body metabolized it just fine, it generated insane amounts of heat and as a result I was a sweaty, intolerant mess. It was torture and pure hell. I have learned that if I want to stay cool in this heat then I need to watch the level of calories that I take in.

Whenever I notice interesting trends within my own behavior as it relates to my environment, I like to indulge in a little PubMed and see what the scientists have to say. I found this one article by Hall and colleagues which examined the effect of caloric restriction on thermotolerance in old rats. They hypothesized that caloric restriction would increase heat tolerance by reducing cellular stress and the subsequent accrual of oxidative injury. The researchers found that the calorically restricted rats survived intense heat exposure whereas only half of the control-fed counterparts did. The calorie restriction also reduced head-induced radical generation, stress protein accumulation, and cellular injury in the liver. The ultimate conclusion was that caloric restriction improves thermotolerance and reduces hyperthermia-induced cellular damage in old rats.

After reading and processing this information, I am lead to believe that heat generation in the body is additive. Now this makes sense to me because a food Calorie is simply 1000 kilocalories, which is a unit of heat measurement. Of course, if I consume calories then I can expect to generate heat.

I wonder then, why does eating far fewer calories result in no perceived generation of heat? A calorie is a calorie, right? I’d say that the perception of being “over-hot” is masked beneath some threshold of heat tolerance. The hypothalamus regulates body temperature based on the temperature of the blood coming into the area and maintains the optimum operating temperature for the body. This in turn affects the rate of the internal chemical reactions for the organism. Eating too many calories induces a type of hyperthermia as the body is absorbing all of the additional calories through digestion. Perhaps food is digested according to some CPG and thus, whatever calories are processed release their energy into the body and are absorbed. Because high calorie food contains a lot of energy, the digestion process releases a lot of heat, further continuing the processing of calories at an even higher pace now (assuming that with increased heat you get faster chemical reactions). While the reactions are now faster, perhaps they are now less optimal and residuals of such a fast breakdown are not only the physically noticeable side-effects of sweat and reduced heat tolerance, but also things like stray free-radicals being released into the body, inducing things like cellular oxidation.

This means I have a threshold of heat that my body can absorb, and beyond that it will do its best to release it into the air. Alright then, could exercise induce the release of free-radicals also? We are increasing the core body temperature and thus theoretically inducing hyperthermia.

In this case, I think that the chemical processes are different. In the first case the release of calories is in the digestion phase and additional energy is being stored in fat cells. In the latter case though, the release of calories is not from the digestive processes (which are actually resting during exercise) but actually from the breakdown of glycogen and fat chains. The fat chains may not release as much energy as when carbohydrates are broken down at meal time. Also, with the digestive system at rest, more resources can be pooled to take care of the breakdown of stored energy. The chemical reactions to break down food are different than those needed to breakdown fat, and thus the residuals and corresponding limiting factors for a cascade of related processes, are different as well.

Because the stored energy is being broken down, free radicals would not be released in the same way.Now that the body is looking to breakdown stored energy, instead of simply breaking down new food Calorie energy, the processes do not yield the same chemical by-products.

Eating less not only assists with thermoregulation, but also with hormone regulation and metabolism in general. With a slower metabolism and slower release of hormones, chemical processes are not overwhelmed creating byproducts as the result of an inefficient temperature for the reactions. I guess its easier to put on a sweater to stay warm than it is to take off clothes to stay cool (I mean, you can only take off so many clothes!). The same idea applies to the human body.

Therefore, caloric restriction helps my hypothalamus maintain an optimal operating temperature for my body’s chemical reactions. By maintaining a slightly cooler set-point, I am allowing for some margin of error for heat absorption which results from eating food Calories. I don’t allow myself to hit the threshold for inefficient reactions to take place. I can absorb heat without perceiving discomfort. Digestive chemical processes are much different than glycolysis and lipolysis from fat cells, and thus one is more harmful than the other( thats not to say that lipolysis is any less harmful as being overweight blocks many of the benefits of calorie restriction due to the hormones fat cells release).

So, I don’t know, but this mini-search has motivated me to be careful with the amount of food calories I eat at a time. Large indulgences are not healthy and digesting such copious amounts of food is really taxing on the body. It is better to slow the metabolism and slow the release of hormones – like titration. You don’t just want to dump your reactant into the solution, you ought to titrate it, or else you will end up with a mighty unstable solution!

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Jul 29

letting go


The brain is an interesting organ. I’ve found that the neural circuits, especially those involving emotion, are particularly capricious.

The best analogy I can come up with is as follows: say that the limbic system is a noisy, noisy signal. This signal can carry with it certain information which may or may not provide the energy for a cascade effect of other neural circuits.

For example, there may be a moment in time where for whatever reason, some signal from the environment propagated some other signaling pathway in my brain to bring up a terrible memory; a memory which made me angry. Now, this memory is making me angry and naturally I want to act on it. Perhaps I remember the time when, early in our budding relationship, a boyfriend (let’s call him Mr. Boyfriend) told me that he had a previous “friends with benefits” type of deal. Now I am all for the “independent woman” but this sort of thing also makes me angry in that at that moment in time, the risk (read: probability) of contracting some STD is higher if I decided to continue seeing Mr. Boyfriend, as the probability of him catching something gross from someone like her is extremely high. It made me angry to think that he would stoop to such a level without a commitment, as apparently it was she who didn’t want to commit to him, but perhaps I can’t fault the male race if someone is just giving it away…

But I digress…

So, my limbic system is going crazy here, bringing up all irrational thought and my heart of hearts wants to confront Mr. Boyfriend about this very thought. I am livid or angry or whatever I’ve been telling myself, and in a way he is innocent as this was only provoked by random happen-chance.

The pre-frontal cortex, therefore, must maintain some sort of composure and control. It is like a band-pass filter, an RLC circuit what have you, and it should depress the “crazy” signals and only allow the “sane” signals to come through.

So, this RLC circuit of the brain must not allow these thoughts to be acted upon. It ought to only allow the everyday “rational” actions to pass. Whatever signals may create the cascade must be carefully selected for via these filters.

I’ve realized that sometimes I am a HUGE RLC circuit. There are plenty of times when I want to go off about how angry I am about something. However, I need to let go. What is done is done and the past is the past, and no matter if I think about it or if I don’t, it isn’t going to change anything.

What I know now is that if someone wants to be with you, they will be with you, and you can’t guilt-trip them into wanting you more. Of course this is the most common of common sense, but you’d be surprised how badly the primitive brain wants to indulge in useless validation. It must stem from an insecurity and now, given that I know this, I can more finely tune this RLC circuit of the brain.

…and…

A while back I read something about “forgiveness”. It isn’t forgiveness if you’ve made your significant other already pay their debts to you. Forgiveness is an action where you forgive without recourse. So, according to this definition, I had not done any forgiving of Mr. Boyfriend’s foolish actions, but he had paid. He didn’t need my forgiveness. I already gave him enough grief about whatever, and thus he did not need it.

In conclusion, bygones must be bygones, and thankfully we live and we learn. Instead of living in the past I should look forward to the present. This is the best advice I have for myself. Interesting how the emotion of the brain can be controlled by such cortical feedback. It never ceases to amaze me!

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Jul 22

A little more organized and a little more sane

Sometimes I think we get so frustrated with ourselves that we crave change. Personally, I know that I feel like I need to change.

“Change your body change your mind; change your mind change your life.”

Perhaps this is the conclusion I have reached. While I am enjoying the steady weight loss from all of the training I am doing, I would really like to “kick it into high gear” by really watching what I eat. I have kind of been watching it but then again, I will have my days of indulgence. However, I am beginning to find emerging patterns within all aspects of my life.

Actually, and quite honestly, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by my things. I feel as though I own too many material items which only serve to weigh me down. I feel disorganized and in a sense, when I am disorganized I don’t know what is going on, and as a result I again feel overwhelmed. I want to start over. I want to pick and choose the things I want to bring into my “new” life.

I have the impulse to create lists and to do them. I want lists to tell me what I need. I want lists to tell me what to do and what to buy the next time I am out. I want lists to tell me everything. I want a list to tell me that on Monday I should take out the garbage and that on Friday I should mop the floors. Am I so strange? I want a methodology and I want to follow it.

I feel like I just need to “hone in the reigns” so to speak. I am tired of semi-haphazard food shopping as I want to choose a single day and take care of it all at one time. I am tired of thinking “what should I do now?” Instead, I would like to allocate specific times for specific things. I think my body and brain will revolt at first, but after 21 days I’ll get used to it. In fact, I’ve created a new blog site to follow my own journey into making lifestyle improvements!

I want to use this as a platform to outline my life goals. I’ve always accomplished things in my life after setting forth very clear goals and sticking to the due process. I think that my website will allow me to feel less overwhelmed.

When I am overwhelmed, I tend to “break down” in that the structure I was building simply falls and I feel as though I have to start over. I don’t mind starting over as I am a persistent and stubborn person, but now that I know the hurdles I can do something about overcoming them.

Goal setting is fun!

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Jul 02

The Daily Mile

Daily MileI found the most awesome website: The Daily Mile. It is *perfect* for me and my triathlon training schedule. In fact, I laid it all out today and I start it tomorrow. Already I am pretty “ready” for the marathon and whatnot, but there is always room for improvement. I will do the Chicago Triathlon (or some other triathlon). Maybe I’ll even do the Chicago Half-Marathon. :)

I made myself fancy spreadsheets to track all of my information in addition to updating my DM stats. I even added the fancy widget to the side of my blog! This is very exciting.

I must take more photos though. I always mean to take a camera with me on bike rides and runs, but I never want to be bothered by carrying extra things in my hands. Haha. Maybe when my marathon belt comes I will be more inclined to carry things. I guess I could always place the camera in my jersey on bike rides… we’ll see. I’ll give it a shot.

I really anticipate my training to begin on Monday. This weekend I’ll be over at the boyfriends so I can’t go for my usual bike ride. Also, my road bike is here at my apartment and I am NOT going to store it in his bike drop. Of course, the bike trail is absolutely crazy on the weekends and even if I were to go at 7am I am sure the crowds would drive me insane. I’ll probably go for a run of some sort. According to my schedule it should be a “long” run. I’ll see how I feel.

I don’t know. Lately I’ve been trying to practice the art of “carbo-loading” and frankly have been failing. It gives me an upset stomach and also kind of steals my energy. I would think that it would be the opposite with all the carbs! I am probably eating too many carbs, which is a problem. I do feel more bloated these days but how will I re-load all that glorious glycogen? Arg… well, I’ll figure it out.

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Jun 25

Indoor garden and the PhD

El jardin :)I’m quite happy that my indoor garden is alive. For all the neglect and abandonment during weekends, they are doing quite well. I have some basil and tomato plants, as well as an aloe plant and another mystery plant I will learn about as it grows larger. I am looking forward to cooking with the basil. I believe I can already get a harvest out of it! :) I am amazed my anti-green thumb has grown such things from seedlings. It is quite exciting! Yay! :)

I’ve also been studying for my qualifying exam. I plan on taking this exam sometime in the Fall, preferably in October or November (after the Chicago Marathon for sure). Lately, I’ve just been reading and taking notes/making flashcards out of the material presented in the Kandel neuroscience bible. Thankfully, I feel quite comfortable with about 90% of the material, but still there are those very small details I do not have encoded within my neural circuitry.

My qualifying exam study material

In fact, today I went and consolidated all of the papers I’ve ever read in any neuroscience class since Day 1. This resulted in nearly two binders worth of material, and that was only the required reading for the classwork! I am focusing on the classes taught by professors who are on my committee. It was quite nostalgic to go and sort through my old notes. My how time flies!

I’ve also decided to read a few chapters from the books used in these classes as well, though I am sure the papers are more relevant. It is important to have both a basic foundation and the details well understood. I guess names are important, but perhaps the most influential studies are more important than just names alone. I just want to have a good idea of how the brain works so that I can deal with my own odd behavior at times, haha. It is interesting and very helpful to relate things I read back to my own human existence. In fact, for me, it is something like a modified method of loci, in that I can relate a personal experience (thank you amygdala and limbic system) to a factoid. Those are the best times.

That binder is STUFFED with articles from the seminar courses I've taken these past three years in neuroscience!

In order to make my deadline I need to really step up my reading pace. Consolidating all of the information, especially now that I am older, is much more challenging than it used to be. But, perhaps it is better not to “cram” so to speak as I will retain this important information for longer. I have an intrinsic desire to “talk the talk” and “walk the walk” of The Neuroscientist. I have an additional two books about the computational brain, which hopefully I will have time to read before the exam, just so that I can prove my capacity to formulate good and novel ideas across computer science and neuroscience, just in time for the writing of my prospectus.

I’ve been thinking about what I would like to do for the final thesis of the doctorate. Ideally, this would involve the interplay of signals from V1 to the two visual streams and how both bottom-up and top-down signals play a role in the processing of signal throughput. The experiment(s) I was envisioning entails the use of clinical populations, so it is not overly feasible. It also involves TMS (transcranial-magnetic stimulation), which is something very awesome but requires me to collaborate with scientists on the medical campus. I’ll poke around and see who might be interested. :)

However, the next step in the pathway to becoming a PhD is the qualifying exam. I think this is the *worst* part of any doctorate program. I hate memorizing facts but hey, it has to be done. I have to be sure not to indulge in perfectionism aka “black and white” thinking or else I’ll never finish my self-paced schedule on time.

So long as I keep my eye on my next goal, I should be OK. I cannot allow myself to be distracted, despite it being a beautiful summer. It is all about balance and I am carefully learning this more and more. Happily, I am nearly finished with these two papers I’d like to submit for publication. They’ve been “in prep” for quite some time now but finally I think they are ready to go. In time, let’s pray, I am becoming a better writer and will be better able to present my ideas in a scientific, straightforward way. :)

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Jun 16

Promontory Point to Monroe… and back

My road bike :)

Today I am going to go out for an 18-mile jog. This is after a failed attempt to go biking this morning. I got what I thought to be a “flat” on my road bike, but it turned out simply to be a loose nut on the valve used to inflate the tube. Oh well, we live and learn! I need to get a pump with the proper valve and PSI indicator anyway and I may (or may not) go today, depending on my schedule.

Unfortunately, it is only 9:30 and I feel off-schedule. My bike ride planned for this morning was ruined and I am still reeling from feeling a bit under the weather. I was really looking forward to working out as exercise and sweating usually makes me feel much better, but unfortunately a wrench has been thrown in the works, but I won’t let it get to me.

I filled out FASFA forms today and am hoping for a loan. I decided not to take summer funding to focus on passing the prelim this upcoming Fall. That means I had to rely on my savings for this summer, as well as a few free lance jobs doing websites. Its not bad, just the freelance work makes a steady paycheck suspect. Meh. I hate money.

Maybe when I finally become a personal trainer I can start paying my loan off while I am still studying. I want to finish the PhD but I really need a better source of funding than teaching. Sometimes I get a little overwhelmed and I would really like to focus on getting my papers published and producing quality work. The personal training, at least, will afford me an “escape” from academia yet will allow me to make a humble living while continuing my education.

So, later today, after the hot sun has had its reign over the city, I will go for my long run. My goal will be to maintain a 10 minute mile over the 18 in total, so it shouldn’t be too bad. It will be kind of easy and kind of not. I hope that the heat does not get to me. My skin is ultra sensitive. :(

Well, time for work. Time to get out another draft of a paper I am writing and do some quality reading/studying. What a life.

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May 21

Vision Sciences Society

This year I was lucky enough to present at VSS. I had quite a lot of fun and my poster session went well. It was the 10th anniversary and they were going “green” and we got these fancy bags and water bottles – quite nice!

I presented the preliminary findings of my thesis research. It still needs a lot of work. However, I may have found a difference in how the two visual pathways handle “noise” on a stimulus. We’ll see. There are still a lot of confounds to parse out, but I’ll get there. It was fun and I made friends with a lot of people. It was a really positive experience.

I also had my name on another project I am working on with a few colleagues (and am finishing the writeup of that paper now). This project was also quite well received. Up until now I did a lot more work on these findings (what we presented was quite preliminary – actually from the project report which we did for a class). I will hopefully present the more “substantial” findings of this paper/poster at Society for Neuroscience. I got the abstract in on the last day – eeps!

After the poster presentations, we also got to check out the beach! While the weather in Chicago was dismal, the sunshine in Florida was HOT. The weather soon caught up over here, but it was nice to get a “sneak peak” of what was yet to come. The beach and pier were really the best! We also got to check out the shops and eat out, although things were not always conducive to a graduate student’s budget.

The Beach and Pier

We also got to check out the Neural Correlate Society’s 6th Annual Illusion Contest. It was quite a show and lots of fun. I enjoyed myself, even though geeky. I had fun and hope to go again next year. :)

Welcome to Naples, FL!

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May 18

Neural Basis of Motivation: Revisited

It is interesting how the brain makes edible foods so much more salient to my perception when I am hungry than when I am not hungry. It is very easy to “pass on seconds” after just eating a normal meal, yet when I have gotten all psyched-out over the possibility of not eating enough (regardless of whether I really had or hadn’t), I begin to grow anxious and my “motivation” to eat is significantly increased.

Anecdotally, I often will find myself saying that “you won’t have enough energy to workout if you don’t eat more” or “people will think you’re starving yourself” where both statements are completely false. I believe it is my brain making a rational situation more irrational such that I will finally rationalize the consumption of a “cafeteria” diet.

These topics come up because I am currently on a health streak. Well, I am on a “change myself” streak. I am kind of done with spending money, done with hanging on to stuff, done with wasting time, and done with eating “so-so”. Last week I committed myself to eating nothing processed or no chemicals – no Splenda, no cookies, and not even certain breads or cheeses. I noticed that it got progressively more difficult and then at about the 4th day it remained steady. It was tolerable but definitely uncomfortable and I teetered very close to the edge. Eventually I did give into something less ideal, and while I am OK with it because I am a work in progress so to speak, I am curious as to how my brain chemistry changed on account of this “deprivation”; dare I say deprivation from a processed food/sugar addiction?

There are two main nuclei involved in the brain which deal with the regulation of hunger. One of my more favorites, the paraventricular nucleus of the hypothalamus (pictured), is involved in modulating perhaps “in the act” hunger; it is the part of the brain which tells you enough is enough. Maybe my PVN is damaged? I like to eat large meals. Maybe all of our PVNs in the United States are damaged? It is known that rats with damage to the PVN eat very large quantities of food at meal time. Poor rattas…

You know, then the other nucleus of the thalamus, the ventromedial nucleus, must also be damaged. My VMN should tell me when I am hungry! However, the poor rattas kept eating and eating when their VMNs were lesioned. Maybe not enough serotonin? Oh pleasurable, yummy 5-HT.

Wow, so then it must be a double whammy punch for people with food “addictions”. I mean, if these food addictions act on the same neural pathways as do drugs such as nicotine and alcohol (aka Dopamine as the main modulator here), then perhaps those chemicals which “drive” the addiction are both DA and 5-HT. Wow, that really sucks.

Anyway, I find it interesting that damage to the lateral hypothalamus can result in a loss of food interest yet, damage to the lateral hypothalamus in humans can lead to Frölich’s syndrome, which is characterized by obesity (among other things). But I guess it has to do with the regulations of hormones from the pituitary gland or something. Realizing this makes me feel bad for those who are afflicted with this.

So how then do these brain chemicals interact with our behavior? How do we maintain out weight via behavioral homeostasis? I found this wonderful diagram online (click on the picture to go to the site) and found it quite informative (I am a very visual learner!).

Anyway, I wish my hypothalamic nuclei would retain their levels of 5-HT and not make the resistance of eating poorly so difficult. It is definitely the result of some learned habits. In fact, I am sure there are some neurons firing and projecting to the Nucleus Accumbens attempting to sway my decision. I am sure I fight against them each time. Oh you neurons!

Oh and now I’m reading that 5-HT might even modulate the release of DA in NAc. Ohhh great. It makes total sense to me though!

So ideally, drug companies would have to develop some drug to increase levels of 5-HT, I’d think. Hmm… the raphe nuclei of the hypothalamus project their 5-HT all about – maybe they have something to do with it too?

Oh but I just found out that orexin is implicated in obesity (not only narcolepsy) = +1 on my neuroanatomy exam! I got that question RIGHT! Yay!

Well, I was working on this post a few nights ago and then forgot to post it and/or wanted to work on it more. Alas my train of thought has left without me, so this is what you get. :)

Until the next time my brain decides to wander into dangerous places!

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Apr 30

the retina

In my opinion, the visual system is one of the most interesting systems of the brain. Of course, maybe I am slightly biased as I *AM* doing a PhD in visual neuroscience, but I just can’t help it.

In my neuroanatomy class today I was given the opportunity to take a look at a few slices of retina in of the monkey. Shown here is a gorgeous slice of the retina with all layers present. Actually, earlier I was given the opportunity to see the fovea but neglected to take a picture – such a pity.

Anyway, here we see a very nice H&E stain of the retina, from the sclera all the way to the choroid. I believe the large dark band to be choroid and the smaller, more “neat” looking dark band just to the right is the pigment epithelium. I honestly never realized that the pigment epithelium was so thin in primates.

Can you see the rods and cones just next to the pigment epithelium? They are a bit difficult to make out in this picture, but I can assure you that they are there. It was amazing to see how “lined up” the rods and cones were and how they really did take on their appropriate shapes!

Then the dark purple band of cells just behind the rods and cones is the Outer Nuclear Layer, which contains rod and cone granules. This layer seems to contain a lot of cell bodies so perhaps that is why it is stained so darkly!

The layer between the bands then must be the Outer Plexiform Layer. This is where all that chit-chat with horizontal cells, bipolar cells, and photoreceptors takes place. It is stained lighter because there are mostly synapses in this layer; not really any cell bodies. The peduncles do not stain very well with H&E. How I’d like to take a look at a Golgi stain!

The next darkly stained band is the Inner Nuclear Layer, which contains all of the cell bodies of the bipolar cells. In fact, the arrow is coincidentally pointing to the bipolar cells!

I like bipolar cells. Lateral antagonism is something of great interest to me and something that is so useful. Such the perfect example of antagonism by a simple “push-pull” system – perhaps something akin to a transistor?

Moving on, the bipolar cells then connect up with amacrine cells. I also like amarcrine cells. Not only are amacrine cells an extremely diverse group of cells (I believe there are over 30 different kinds!) but they don’t have axons. For some reason, I like neurons without axons. Not only is their communication limited within a small, local range, but the latency for the transmission of a signal must be very small.

In fact, I would be interested in how amacrine cells of the retina communicate in a network. Without axons, the dendritic processes would create a sort of “mesh”. It would be interesting to see how a signal is propagated throughout this amacrine mesh network and then compare the latency, or the maintenance of the original signal, with that of say a network of horizontal cells.

TANGENT TIME: Actually, my masters thesis examined “noise” in the visual system, and found a difference in how noise is attenuated depending on behavioral task asked of the subject. While the tasks I had subjects do constituted a much “higher” process than that seen in the retina, the differences in latency are extremely interesting to me.

I would think that despite a mylenated axon, latency in the horizontal mesh network would be much logner than a signal passed through an amacrine mesh network. HOWEVER, and here is the caveat! Even though the signal may propagate faster, the signal itself will become more corrupted as it is passed through more amacrine cell bodies. This means more noise is added to the signal. Noise added to the signal will make categorization of whatever information is being sent more fuzzy and thus, more extrapolation would have to take place, however there is also more information with which to work with. Can we say expanding the neighborhood? So smart.

In terms of retinal cell layers, this means that the horizontal cells, which get extremely raw information from the photoreceptors, pass a more clean signal along to the bipolar cells than will the amacrine cells pass onto the ganglion cells.

To me, this makes sense. As information is processed in a hierarchy, it needs to be interpreted. Amacrine cells, which are good at detecting temporal changes, need to utilize noise to exaggerate the signal such that the relevant information is definitely passed to the ganglions ON TIME. Because it is time dependent we must not delay! The horizontal cells, on the other hand, help relay information to localize where light and hard spots are. This is not as time dependent, though it still is important. The horizontal cells help dictate the “breadth” of the light or dark and even if the signal is a few nanoseconds behind, there is no temporal information as of yet.

Maybe this is why noise is later added in the amacrine cells? I must do a Pubmed search regarding this idea!

Continuing onward…

Next we have the Inner Plexiform Layer which has the dendrites of the amacrines to the ganglion cells.

Then check out those ganglion cells! Actually I see one HUGE looking ganglionic something in the ganglionic layer, don’t you? Quite neat!

Lastly, and I can’t say it is too obvious, but we have the outer limiting layer and the optical layer, though they look one in the same to me.

I like this picture quite a bit. I want to take a closer look at more slides of the retina. I wish that my semester wasn’t so crappy and I could have had more fun, but whatever – I’ll move on.

I’m still alive aren’t I? Things always get better with the right effort and time. :)

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Apr 16

less is more

I’m done.

That’s right, I am done feeling overwhelmed. I am very much attracted to the minimalist’s lifestyle and when my own lifestyle becomes overwhelming, well then I know its time to make a change.

Whose ready for some Craigslist? How about ebay? I am. I’ll be posting a lot of things there in an attempt to purge that which I don’t use. I’ll be making boxes of stuff. Therefore, goal #1 for tonight is to pack boxes with things I no longer use (or use very seldom) and to organize my simple life.

In fact, my next project is to minimize everything in my life – get rid of the slough. I got this neat app for the iPod which I’ve been dying to use called MyStuff. I want to put EVERYTHING I own into this guy. It will help me feel under control.

(UPDATE: the damn thing crashed when I tried to make my own categories. I’ve reverted to a spreadsheet.)

I’ve felt a little out of control lately. I hate this feeling. When I feel out of control life is harder to handle. After this post that’s what I am doing! I’ll be realistic about it. It is a work in progress. I gather I’ll finish by the summer.

On other things, I’ve also refined how I go about my school work, and so far it is improving. This procedure of mine yields wonderful results and makes me feel on top of everything, which is important. Being an all-or-nothing type of person, I’ve decided to finally take control of my life. I guess I’ve hit a rock bottom of sorts. The stress just ate me this semester and personally, “I am done with it all”.


My Study Procedure:
Phase I : Reading
1 – read required readings once through with highlighter
- as you read these notes, read them aloud and record to mp3
- listen to these notes while walking, working out, etc
2 – go through again and take down notes you feel are important on steno pad

Phase II : Lecture
1 – take notes in class on steno pad
2 – before the end of the day, recopy said notes to notebook (see Phase III)

Phase III : Compiling
1 – compile notes [lecture + notebook readings] and see where things overlap
2 – note any additional “tangents” you would like to explore if time

Phase IV : Review “final” notebook at least once a day at a time different from when doing Phase III.

Phase V : Wiki
1 – Create a copy of your notebook on your wiki. Recopying your notes will help in consolidation.


So there you have it, my golden rules towards perfect studying. I am absolutely pleased with the results so far. I am making appropriate changes for optimality! :)

Lastly, I purchased a new book, The CR Way by two of the leaders in the Calorie Restriction Movement. I also want to minimize my life in terms of the foods I eat. I’ve been successful in becoming healthier, but now I want to do it optimally, once again.

Can I restrict my diet to maybe 12-15 core foods? Can I restrict it such that I shop for my foods once a week and don’t need to “stock” up? I am tired of stocking – I’m not a restaurant here!

Currently, I have this compulsion to take my life and apply all of the improvements I’ve wanted to do for a long time. Spring, a time of wonderful renewal, has brought out in me the realization that it is a great time for change and self-rediscovery! :)

As I sell these possessions of mine I will add all funds into an envelop called “minimalism funds”. I just want to see how much “equity”, if you can call it that, I had just sitting around.

Stuff is a burden.

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